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trickster - im the trickster burn so brightly i still hate you motherfuckers everyone wrapped in glory bound so tightly i still crave you even when i'm overcome saved by the light let me go on let me go bright to be saved by the light let me go on let me go bright i'm the trickster burned so badly i still hate you motherfuckers everyone wore my sickness so politely i can't be your everything to everyone void of meaning swelled just slightly i still need you i still need you gone forever so concisely  i still need you still need you saved by the light let me go on let me go bright to be saved by the light let me go on let me go bright and if you hate the world let say i've been there and if you hate yourself well don't go changing all the times i used your body done my way can't say i'm sorry ripped the gloss of all your memories consequences so demanding bruised and beaten conscience bleeding sexually saved by the light let me go on let me go bright to be saved by the light let me go on let me go bright

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st.lawrence river - smells on the air see there its crushing the final impression
the stains on the paper where words fell like water unearth all the changes that never did matter i think it's beginning to freeze here caught in the rage and the fire of things all the brightness that burns me im fumbling through like a child in dark when the nakedness comes i am shocked by the color the glorious weight of your skin comes alive and i never thought we'd make it back so soon might be nice but i knew you'd be your own destroyer comes a time and i always thought id make it up to you bitterness held in the face of the things that i don't understand intellectualize over and over this helplessness suits us it's funny how quiet has slipped to our corners and worn all our edges away you are watching breathing and baiting wanting and warming and cautiously waiting for some simple signal to creep cross your conscience uncover redemption and oh did i mention i carried you down to the st. lawrence river the banks running dirty the waters begin to freeze here solid by morning and i'll freeze here winter by morning comes a lie and i never thought you'd get me back so soon might be nice but it's only if my own destroyer comes alive and i always knew id make it up to you i saw on your face such a curious grin as i let go your hand i was desperate to hold you again but your sinking to deep in the water outsmarted myself and so easily gave up what i wanted solid by morning comes alive and i never thought you'd make it up so soon might be nice but i always knew you're my destroyer comes a time and i always knew id make it up to you

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jesus was my girl - so he dies and i'm the joke
a playdoh mask a million miles to go a suped up cock tease with a little twist when sex got ugly i'd insist hear you've taken all i've got fucking's over but i can't stop cumming still born dead or never born at all when jesus was my girl she told me when jesus was my girl it's impossible for me harder even if i turn it over i'm not as pretty as i thought i'd be another symptom of my damn disease hear you've taken all i got fucking's over but i just keep cumming still born dead and never born at all when jesus was my girl she told me when jesus was my girl i'm not as pretty as i thought i'd be another symptom of my damn disease

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unholy, dirty and beautiful - bound by the time on the clock
bittersweet wondering the quiet transfusion hold tight nothing is complicated hold tight everything's fine confidence fell through the hole in your pocket the simple's illogical so it be logic i'm caught in the diaries with all your complaining the curious scribblings of one who has everything leave me unholy and dirty and beautiful be unholy and dirty and beautiful cherish the lies that you bought charming delusions gone crack in the fire i know we might be mediocre i know nothing's on fire confidence fell through the hole in your pocket the simple's illogical so it be logic i'm caught in the diaries with all your complaining ridiculous grumblings from one who has everything leave me unholy and dirty and beautiful be unholy and dirty and beautiful

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forest fire - what if I were you and you were me? s
till can't see the forest fire beyond the trees now im standing in a field of green the colors burning far as i can see what do you see on my tongue the galaxies so small here i'll drink it down and watch the world dissolve now im pouring through the universe and slipping through the endless stream of time what would you find and im flying floating on the wind again hoping it will drag me in can't you see im laughing laughing at the consequence laughing at this circumstance don't you know by now stare at all the faces they go by faster that we live the more we die now im crashing through the open door and smiling in a most peculiar way what would you say and im falling faster than a waterfall opened up and after all can't you see im drowning right here in the open air wishing i could still go clear don't you know by now this is what we are and im flying floating on the wind again hoping it will drag me in cant' you see im hoping wishing i could see myself wishing i was someone else but don't you know by now don't you know by now this is what we are

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babyskin tattoo - i am just the gray one im the darker side of you
and there's a place you left inside me i hope it will amuse and see this sign carved in my arm just means i'll hate you all forever it's my babyskin tattoo its all the brand name that you've left its not so far from me to you circumcised myself because i knew youd be too busy and saw the knife was dull just why the fuck do you think im crying styes caught in my eye numbing but i'll leave it there to punish you for leaving me so hard its not so far from me to you i deliver i will receive all the blessings from these things given tested longer held back only here i am just the gray one im the darker side of you and there's a place you left inside me i hope it will amuse and see this sign carved in my arm just means i'll hate you all forever its my babyskin tattoo its all the brand name that you've left and i beg borrow prostrate here under cover of everything made dear fearing only you

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f train - traveled on the f train down the
people press and crowd they start to fade like footprints worn away only stop and still im waiting a thousand faces look the same everyone a thousand different names they come on two by two people fade as people do came here of my own volition could be my decision could be we may still get by we may still get by wandered down on avenue a the coffee shops the sweet cache of thoughts and words and laughter gone never ending stream of what you've known so long and long ignored don't think so hard just smoke your cigarette and fade off into blue cause people fade as people always do consequence comes crashing in the scars and scrapes and scratches all the memories died so long ago time is up but still im waiting came here of my own volition could be indecision could be we may still get by we may still get by

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million - borrowed in black you are mine
don't make it easy don't make it hard don't make it so simple again so so easy bound like a child you are mine i can't defend you i won't complain i won't go so so quiet again go so gently again a million a million more for you to burn promised your mother id write id kill you quickly id keep you calm id make it all so simple again all so quiet here once the morning was bright but violence changes changes the light and now i've grown so empty again grown so empty again a million a million more for you to burn i can be cold dear i can be cold as you wanted living is hard here when im just the whore that you wanted me to be a million a million more for you to burn

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final thoughts and the last day on earth - heaven haunts me kill for a cigarette
heaven is all that i got my god left me without one word of warning my god left me waiting is all that i got i've seen your face before i've seen your anger crashing down all my life i've seen your babies crashing to the ground my girl brought me comfort to keep me stable needles paid for comfort is all that i got my god left me without one word of warning my god left me my god is all that i got i've seen your face before i've seen your anger crashing down all my life i've seen your babies crashing to the ground don't be afraid we're all afraid

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